guess whos mad ?!

me.
im so pissed off -_-

thanks

to everyone who came yesterday! It was interesting (x I told everyone that we were gonna eat , and then sit. I didnt lie or anything. It was better then I thought tho. You guys came early and left late ! First we sat... while i did my hair. & then we sat some more. Then we yelled at kids, while laura almost ran after that little kid and killed him ! Thos kids are annoying -_- I feel bad for that kid who was getting hit by the other one ): I told him to run home. & then the other kid cusses & throws his toys -.- stupidddd. Then we came back in, took pictures, and ate! Then we sat again (x as people kept coming throughtout the time. And tasha went to ask derek to sadies, looking for him for 2 hours, but it ended goood (: & they brought back paranormal activity for us to watch. It was boringggggg, so we skipped to the end, which was scary. & then we sat. Oh and we played 10 fingers, i like getting people out individually .&then vivian prank calling.... HAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAH i swear, that was hella funny. & later that night i called him (; LMFAO sorry laura, & that scratch on her hand was not my fault. Im really mean but thats alrightt (; I mean ITS NOT LIKE I REALLY MEAN IT. Like I really DO love Jennifer :D & everyone ! But being mean is just mee . So yeah, then the cake was delicous, and we were all pretty unproductive. It was like a reunion. Then everyone left, and then i had to clean up, cause my room & one of the living rooms was terrorized ;D Its all good thoo, it was fun. OH and I met Denny, he likes me cause im mean HAHAHA we're secret bffs, he just doesnt know it yet ... HAHA. Thanks for coming everyone ! (:

sadies?

i asked him to sadies, cool huh.
he said sure.
he has band practice tho, he should ditch that day, really.
sadies is once, and i dont think anyone would ask like that again ):
but whatev.
cause you know what? i DONT care anymore, everyone was/is excited.
im not. youre always busy. im just another thing taking up your time.
why DID you even say yes? is it cause youre too nice?why did i even ask, idk if i regret it, but idk anymore. its whatev.
it was fun asking. i did a lot for it with my sister.
i hope you'll go with me.
if not
it is what it is


BYE.

ill try, i am, i will

ask him to sadies on friday
i really really will
HAHAH (:
i hope.

I LIKE TO

color&do my hair HAHA. blonde, brown, red, orangeish, black, redish again, straight, curly , up , mix n match, out of control & everything HAHAHAHAHA.

NO, im not conceited ): i am the total opposite, i was just comparing the pictures.

kay thats all bye (:

OH AND; i take back what i said, i dont want to ask him anymore ):<

kay

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well hello there

will you go to sadies with me (; ?

i

have the lowest self-esteem ever







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deaarr jennifer (:

i love you oh so much. i was laughing while reading it and ended up looking like a freak ):< thanks a lot hahah! anywho, alll i remember is 'babies babies babies ' cause you know (; you KNOW its not rape if they like it ! thats definitely a facttt. its intentional rape, but thats not exactly how it ends ! i dont know if i WANT the intervention, but do you think i SHOULD have one? cause maybe liking ____ is unhealthy. but then again, he makes me want to go to school (x i really dont know, some days im like FCK HIM, other days im like fck him literally (; im not sure, but you should help me straighten this out . &&& his brotherrr?! OH HELLL NOOO you cant have him either! you can have none, im selfish :D and he really isnt that cute , its just idk, maybe in the spur of the moment he WAS cute.. well actually.... he's really cute TO ME. if you dont think my hasbeen jr is cute, then idk if he'd be cute to you either. who knowwss, but either way YOU CANT HAVE HIM HAHAHA. im sure my hasbeen jr would go for you tho ;D dudeee my hasbeen 1 is SEXY , mmmm bass player and all (: and my concert when he was like sjdklajfksdjklas i was all adskflsjfklsjakljksfladkjs (8 out of it. drum or bass?! they both sound too busyy with their lives ):< dedicatedd , mmm <3 HA, i swear im a freak of nature sometimes ! we need the me&you dayy, SOON. where can we go?! that we wont get kicked outtt. we'll definitely be the LOUDEST people aroundd. when someone says something that reminds us of a guy, we'll start crackinn upp! we'll be yelling and argueing and EVERYTHING, its going to be hilarious ! & we'll hit each other when we talk about our hasbeens. i mean our hasbeens make our life go roundd! HAHAHA i see ALL your boyss at school. you SHOULD be jealous, i can talk to them daily, i dont tho, or maybe i do and just dont tell you ! you will never know (: we're boy crazeddd, we really are. we need our jennifer and naiyana day ASAP! first we need to decide where our psychotic behavior will be alllowedd (;

for tasha

Patrick: So, uh.. you hooked up with my friend? Why?

Tasha: uh, you hooked up with my friend, why?

HAHAHAHAHAHA 8)

-for tasha's benefit since she can't put it on her blog.