cause i felt like it

Swear to me that you will answer them all honestly?yes

Have you ever kissed an ex after you two have broken up?no, ive never kissed anyone, COOL HUH.

What is your current relationship status?single

Would you ever consider living with anyone on your top friends?yeah, i actually live with 2 of them & id live with tasha , cause thats pretty much our plan for the future when i dont wanna pay for my own house (8

When you say you don't care do you mean it?i usually dont mean it.

When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?definately

Has anyone ever told you they love you and meant it?yes

Have you ever liked someone older than you?i usually do.

Is a heart break really as bad as people make it out to be?i dont know

Do you believe in love at first sight?i believe in 'WOW , hes cute ' at first sight, not love at first sight.

Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past?yes

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?probably

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?yes

Would you date someone who got stoned alot?if its worth it

Are you generally a happy person?usually happy all the time

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?yeah, somtimes i dont care.

Would you rather choose truth or dare while playing "truth or dare"? truth

Read me the last message from your outbox?'Ohh haaay! (;'

Are you currently wanting someone?ive been wanting them :

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?yes

How's your heart lately?alright.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?i do that a lot

When was the last time you were told you were cute?i dont remember, im just NOT cute

Who did you last eat Chinese food with?my sisterHow has the week been?whatev.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
no but i pretty much smile all the time

Is there anybody you wish you could spend time with right now?mhm

Have you ever broken someone's heart?nopee

What's something you really regret saying to someone?i sometimes regret saying 'i think TIE is so cute' cause it started a chain reaction of everyone telling me about him & it got annoying. but now that everyone knows, i say it allllll the time

Have you ever broken a really important promise?i hope not.

Have you ever copied someone else's homework?yeah HAHA

How often do you cry?from time to time.

Could you go a whole year without cursing?possibly, actually probably

Don't tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?jennifer?! yeah shes hot HAHAHA no homo tho.

You kissed someone last night, didn't you?no i did not

Do you find smoking unattractive?eh it doesnt matter, well yeah it is if their teeettth are yellow and they smell.

What upset you the most in the past week?this guy and what he said.

Will you be in a relationship in two months?probably not, unless i work my magic! :D

What's on your mind?how embarrassing rtc cheering contest will be for my school HA and like always, hasbeen, and kinda hasbeen jr.

Did you have a better day yesterday or today?today, i was in a bad mood yesterday

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?no

Do your parents know EVERYTHING about you?nope

Is anything bugging you right now?yeaah

Where could I have found you last friday?school and at home

Have you ever just felt like you could cry an ocean?yes ):

Do you miss anyone?tasha ! & granparents :

Would you rather be on a beach or clubbing in the city?since im not old enough... the beach

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?maybee, but everything whatever right now anyways

Did you like anyone last summer?yes that one kid at summer school , AND the same guy right now.

In school, how was/is your attendance record?its ohkay, pretty good , i was tardy a lot last year though

Do you think you’re a good person?no well yeah, im mean though :D

Are your parents still together?yes

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?yeah

Can you roll your tongue into a clover?no i cant

How much Irish do you have in you?none

Ever looked into your family heritage?uhm idk

Have you kissed the same person more than 5 times in 09?no

Think back to 2008 what was your most memorable day?i have too many

Do you smoke weed everyday?no way

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying? yes

Did the last person you kiss have piercings?no

Do you like the snow?yes

Are you single? If so, do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?yes, and i only want one if its one of the hasbeens!

What if you saw the person you like/love kissing someone else?id be pretty saddd actually really sad. & id knock the other girl out HAHA, im jk.

What age do you plan on having kids?twenty somethinggg 23+? idk

Do you believe in love?yeah

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?mmm (;

Did you secretly keep something that was your ex's?no ex

Did your ex keep something of yours?no no no ex
Do you think you and your ex will get back together?:<
Does your ex have a new gf/bf? ..

Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?yeah, mr used to be pineapple head

You've locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you?climb into the backyard!

Does it bother you when people lie to make themselves look better?yeah, its annoying.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?definately

i love

brittany HAHAHHA
we're such weirdos (:
we talked about head shapess... and how my head was deformed i guess when i was born & her sisters too HAHAHA.
& lemon shaped heads, sideways oval heads, and pancake shaped heads . you cant talk about anything more intresting then that !
& the word of the day was SUBTLE ' ESS- U -BBBBBEEE-TEE-EL-EEEEH'

&i tried on her orchestra dress i looked like a freak in it, but i was feelin it, im jealous, i wish my school had dresses for concert attire, anyways shes changing it for a smaller one, and when she put it in the bad she was all 'yeah, this bag has holes, so the dress can breathe ' HAHAHAH

&&& she has a phobia of falling off of something and biting her tongue off o_o you cant get any weirder then that

i miss having you at my school ):
......

bye.

&yeah

screw guys forever





i hope i dont take that back tomorrow.

no no no relapse

you were in my dream like yesterday? or 2 days ago?
HAHAH we were walking around campus looking for someone :O
thats all it was boring.

& yesterday, i was walking with my friend and chompingg on my gumm. & when we pass by the bathroom, i see you come out of there like a foot away from me, then i almost choke on my gum (: almost almost almost.

&today when i was walking out of spanish you looked STRAIGHT AT ME
cool huh , i had my hair up in a clip with curlyyysss just like that day at summer school

UGH; i have so much homework
& a lot of tests tomorrow
&projects due
FML
KAYBYE

dream dream dream

Well first, i was walking into school, and & tie was with C&K . and K tells me to come here! & i was likeohkaaay, & was like haaay guysss . & C was like 'yeah thats her, you guys have a lot in common, blaaaah blaaah blah & you should hang out over the weekend' and i was like, well i can only hang out on sunday, but i need to study & tie was like oh i need to study too! and K was like oh why dont you 2 study together and helpp eachother! & we agreed and exchanged numbers.
then out of nowhere, i was in a house and studying and having fun.

THEN i woke up. i was mad that the dream was over, so i decided to try to go back into the dream, but it actually doesnt really work like that HAHA. but he WAS in my dream again

we were in the orchestra room, and the chamber was practicing. i went in there to get something & i was talking with the teachers and some students & they were practicing and whatnot. & then i said goodluck to tie & gave him a h_g&k_ _s GROSS HUH TASHA HAHAHA. & leftt the room... to go sell raffle tickets.
random right?! i ended up selling raffle tickets with my sister :O

cause everyone loves dreaming about selling raffle tickets...



I DONT WANT TIE ANYMORE
but he keeps coming up somewhere or somehow
i just dont understand why the world does this to me

kaybye (:

its about time i get over tie

forreal this time














):

OMG

daaaaang,
you were looking HELLA cute today
with that black&white plaidddddddd.
mmm


hotttstuff (;

hmm

i was actually just on tumblr.
that thing is hard to use, i just dont understand.

anywaysss, tasha slept over yesterday. and we went swimming and talked about bread and ties.
weird huh. HAHAHAHA & air too.
&today we curled our hair to go NOWHERE.
i did nothing today except went to eat
thats all kay bye (:

oh &;
me: hes a vegan
vitra: how weird, his name in thai means egg and he doesnt eat them


HAHAHAHAHAHHA

kaythanks

DONT

do NOT call me a stalker.
cause im not.
to tell you the truth, i didnt even know he existed when we went to the same school
i think i remember him like ONCE?! thats all but im not even sure of that.
and when i started thinking he was cute, all i knew was, that he went to our school the previous year, and that he was a bass player.
you probably think i know a lot now because im crackin down on people and asking them?
but im really not, i just simply tell a person i think hes cute & THEY tell ME about him, i dont even ask, so its not like im asking them. if i ask its just a little here and a little there but pretty much everything else has been told to me without my consent, and what am i going to do, ignore them?! HAHA, its just what i hear.

ill talk to him one day for sure though , but until that day comes im fine admiring from afar.

kaybye.

relapse

i love ,love that thing you do
and i cant keep my eyes , my eyes , my mind off you,
im infatuated

HA, i was like in a neutral/not caring state with him.
&was ATTEMPTING to get over it.
then i heard his name on the tv announcement things.
& had a relapse.
HAHAAAH


tasha (6:57:53 PM): one minute youre like FUCK YOU
tasha (6:57:58 PM): then youre like omg hes so cute

shes RIGHT.

whatshisface/today

i havent seen him for 2 days?!
its ohkay ive been looking like some sort of freak at school cause i really havent been caring probably cause ive been feeling like poop for the past 2 days.

im not quitting operation tying my tie, but im not really doing anything either.
im in a neutral state where im like whatever.
somedays ill think hes like the absolute cutest thing in the world, other days ill probably be like whatever
it all depends on my mood ! sorry for everyone who has to listen to me talk about him all day, then just like not want to have anything to do with him anymore, & then just being like whatever & then be obsessed again (; >yeah im talking about YOU tasha HAHHA.

whatever happens, happens is what i feel RIGHT NOW, probably only right now tho HAHA
just cause im saying this DOESNT mean hes not in my thoughts all the time HA.

kay &
TODAY
i went to school. & for the first time in ages i waved @giomar and angell! when i was standing outside & they were inside. & after spanish i saw gio and was talking to him about how mean him & angel are for not saying hi. but i didnt even try to say hi either HAHA . he said 'we tried to, but you looked away' i never noticed.. HA. i havent talked to them since summer schooollll! maybe ill see them tomorrow, maybe i wont even look their way, hopefully they catch me when im in a good mood tho, cause you know what happens when im mad... someones bound to die
HAHAHAH jk

kaybye! :D

i feel like

i looked like a freak at school today HAHAHAHA
yup.