whatshisface/today

i havent seen him for 2 days?!
its ohkay ive been looking like some sort of freak at school cause i really havent been caring probably cause ive been feeling like poop for the past 2 days.

im not quitting operation tying my tie, but im not really doing anything either.
im in a neutral state where im like whatever.
somedays ill think hes like the absolute cutest thing in the world, other days ill probably be like whatever
it all depends on my mood ! sorry for everyone who has to listen to me talk about him all day, then just like not want to have anything to do with him anymore, & then just being like whatever & then be obsessed again (; >yeah im talking about YOU tasha HAHHA.

whatever happens, happens is what i feel RIGHT NOW, probably only right now tho HAHA
just cause im saying this DOESNT mean hes not in my thoughts all the time HA.

kay &
TODAY
i went to school. & for the first time in ages i waved @giomar and angell! when i was standing outside & they were inside. & after spanish i saw gio and was talking to him about how mean him & angel are for not saying hi. but i didnt even try to say hi either HAHA . he said 'we tried to, but you looked away' i never noticed.. HA. i havent talked to them since summer schooollll! maybe ill see them tomorrow, maybe i wont even look their way, hopefully they catch me when im in a good mood tho, cause you know what happens when im mad... someones bound to die
HAHAHAH jk

kaybye! :D