Tell me why I regret everything on february 6th? ):

LOST FRIENDS

"well there had to be a reason he asked"
HAHHAA NOT REALLY.
(;

brittany ?!
whos that?!
idk she was my bff, but i havent talked to her in forever, cause shes literally always too busy.
ashley?! doesnt ring a bell either.
maybe you guys will text me once, every other day? barely.
have you seen my clark friends? cause they seemed to have dissapeared.
really, i'd call you guys, or texts you guys, but you seem a bit too busy -_-
so i just wont. remember when we all used to talk ALMOST everyday? & update eachother because we go to different schools? what happened? I dont know whats going on in your lives, and i bet you dont know whats going on in mine, if you even care.
-until whenever

HI TYLER!
i like how you read my blogs
HAHAHHAHAHA

hi

'this way for the road to relapseland'
thats just not good .
"love drunk, love hungover" not so much love, HA, but its funny (x
YOU GOT IT BAD TOO.

it just gets worse from here now doesnt it?

I talk to mimi like everyday , oh how i love her so much ;D she listens to me complain all the time , which most people cant stand ._. she knows ALL the details from my stories (;
&jennifer too, she understands the problems. & when we talk about guys... HAHAHA.

i love them both, oh so much. I miss you guys !

oh& TYLER; if you actually read this, youre a bff too, even though youre a faggot (8

bye!

WTF am I saying, I dislike you (x

oh noz

i constantly think of you.

i dont know what to do.

i just dont anymore.
'you've come this far' how far? i dont get it, i feel like ive gotten nowhere.
'you dont know' i DO know, i just have that feeling that he doesnt like me, why else would it be like this. I know theres other factors, but still. I just have that feeling that he doesnt.
I feel like he thinks 'ew, why does she like me' as in im NOT good enough for him . AND that idk. I just dont know !
So im just gonna try to get over it.
If anything happens, then ohkay.
If not, then ill have to get over him.
I'd want to pursue it, but idk.

happy valentines day! :D

with all the cute things being done, i wish i had a valentine.

&HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER,
i love you oh so much (;

I wish I was one of the 'pretty girls' /:

thats it

im not even going to try.

wudddddddduuup!

im having a tiny problem here...
im a bit confused.
i need help ):

im so bi-polar and undecisive sometimes.
its bad.

holaa!

so yesterday i went to sadies with rev!
yeah we ended up ACTUALLY GOING... HAHA, after the undecisiveness.
it was really boring the first hour & a half and we were going to go to plan b..
it ended up being alrighttt! it was...FUNNY . HAHAHAHA, ill definitely remember it (x
i looked realllly bad, but whatevvvv.
it was interesting.
but thanks to rev for being my date! :D HAHAA.

hello.

'my philosophy, was you & me even in my dreams it is you i see ..'
'honestly i feel weak, it is hard to explain, but you drive me insane..'
'it is reality, that youre playing me , you took my inner breath...'

this letter- vibekingz ; maliq

i enjoy this song oh so much.