Monday, November 30, 2009

FML

-i have so much hw
-cutting the tie
-suck at playing the cello

ugh today sucks.

omfg, i have a 90% in english, YEAH im going crazy over it ); its pretty much a B in my eyes. im not even gonna lie tho, my teacher is so intense, and that class is harder then hard. if you had him as a teacher youd understand.
& that solo
for my concert. well yeah, i suck at it. practicing isnt helping, but its still worth a try . EMBARRASSING.
&that project for english thats worth 810 points, YEAH EIGHT HUNDRED TEN POINTS. and its the most confusing thing ever -.- and theres so much stuff to do
who ever thought school would be hard :

AND TIE, go ahead, walk with that girl. why the hell do i care anyways right? );

Thursday, November 26, 2009

HAPPY THANKSGIVING :D

thanksgiving dinner with tasha&patrick& stuff (:
i made chocolate covered peanut butter ballllls HAHAH .

todays gonna be fun.
i think

anyways; i HAD to do this HAHAH ;D


HOW MEAN ARE YOU?
Complete the following questions to find out just how mean you are.

+I think I’m gonna have a high score on this.
-I don’t talk to one or both of my parents that much.
+I have said horrible things to someone’s face.
+ give people disgusting looks a lot.
/I’ve been known to have an attitude.

Total: 3.5

+I took heads off dolls or action figures when I was little.
-I have destroyed something valuable on purpose.
+Most people suck.
+I have thrown temper tantrums.

Total so far: 6.5

+I get mad easily.
+I have no clue when I’m doing it.
+Sometimes I order people around.
-I was known as the kid everyone else doesn’t want their kids hanging out with...
-I’ve argued with a teacher

Total so far: 9.5

-I could honestly care less about school.
+I love messing with other people’s heads.
-I’ve been told I’m conceited.
+ I joke around.
+ I yell daily.

Total so far: 12.5

+ I seem to always be in an argument with someone.
- I don’t like smiling but do anyways.
- I know at least 2 people I would like to beat the shit out of.
/ I love prank calling people.
- I hate a lot of people.

Total so far: 14

+ I get annoyed very easily.
+ I think some people are just flat out immature.
+ I always want to have the last word.
+ I ALWAYS have the last word.

Total so far: 18
ADD UP ALL THE X’s AND MULTIPLY BY 4.


72% mean HAHA thats me (;



Sunday, November 22, 2009

yesterday

i went to ts, cool huh?!

yeah hella cute people there, i was lookin like a freak tho. whatevvv!

so i watched new moon with erin, alexis, tomas&brittany, ashley, diane, bianka, kaylee, my sister and her friend. HAHAHA me and ashley were making our own words for the people. the movie was alright but better then twilight. except those annoying girls who kept screaming.

then we walked around, i saw allen, I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE SUMMER SCHOOL! cool huh. & then we got yogurt. & sat there. OH i forgot to say i saw khevin too, he wouldnt eat my yogurt HAHA. & then we went to the big christmas tree. i was chasing ashley cause shes mean , and we were pushing each other over. we made wishes, and yeah. then ashley came over, and ate everything, and we vented. then she went home & when she got home, she called me and we were talking. then she left. then tyler called me, and we talked til like 1 about what happened. he ALWAYS makes fun of my laugh when i talk about a guy hes MEAN but i was making fun of him always haveing a 'TYLER's CYCLE' with a girl HAHA im a psychic :D



& OMG oh no ;

guess who was in my dream last night?! not bowties, but hasbeen jr. wth? this is the 2nd one in a row, and the 3rd one he was in. weird. 'is this a sign' asks brittany?! idk, i really dont. im not even sure anymore. hes REALLY whatev. but whats goin on?! like idk. ndjsaknjsdklgnmlkdsgnajlsk;nsfdjkanjksd;fnjkasfndsafnsdkfnas;fd



Sunday, November 15, 2009

hi

its surprising when people i dont talk to that much know my name HAHA
its an amazement when i hear 'naiyana' come out of their mouth :D
thats cool sometimes


today is a blah day
im eh.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

bored /:

my blogs barely have any meaning in them anymore& i took out most of the ones about 'an ex' cause i dont have any ex's or i changed it around and answered it differently(:
i love how this makes my blog look long, but its just a survey ! jipped!

If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?'i dont care'
How much does it take to make you laugh?not much, i laugh at pretty much EVERYTHING. literally.
Do you think emptying our trash, pollution, and waste on the moon is okay?ew, thats a no no.
Will technology move us forward in life or take us back to the beginning?idk, foward, its becoming so conveinent to do everything, but its making everyone lazier and lazier.
Mistakes help you learn, but are there some you regret making?nope, because i usually learn from those mistakes.
Do you often make the same mistake twice? three times? constantly?alll the time.
Are you hurt about anything right now? ):
Do you use the word 'epic' daily?HAHA, never. i dont think i have :o
What was the first thing to annoy you this morning?my phone
Is there anyone you couldn't live without?yes there is.
Looking back in time did you ever waste your time on a certain boy or girl?ohjeezussyoudontevenknowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhowbaditis.
When was the last time you stared at someone?i dont stare at people for fun o_o
Ever taken a picture kissing somebody?yes.
Who has the biggest ego you know?LMFAO, i can think of 2 people
Do you think it's weird how babies are made?not really
When you were going out with your last ex and you had the chance to date your celebrity crush, would you have left your bf/gf for them?SADLY,IF i was with that one crush.. and i had a chance,,i honestly wouldnt. thats bad :
Does your dad swear?sometimes
What's one memory you wish would just vanish?idk
If you say “haha”, do you sometimes put space between them? [Ex. Ha ha]ew no
Did you just finish eating something?I ate a chocolate
If you see a grammar/spelling error in one survey question, do you fix it?yeah
Have you ever seen a spelling error in a book that you read?yes
Are you going out to dinner tonight?maybe, probably not
What’s in your wallet?no $$ i spent it yesterday :D
Do you grind your teeth?idts
Do you type “mhm” a lot?when im like frustrated/sad/whatever mood
Have you ever tried eating peanut butter to get rid of your hiccups?uh no
How many acres do you have at your house?idk
Do you think it would be cool if one of your family members were your neighbor?
HAHHAHA maybe, itd be conveinent
Does your makeup smear a lot?if i wear it,mascara sometimes, i have acidic tear drops HAHAH
Have you ever watched America’s Funniest Home Videos?yeah
Are you still in your pajamas?yes
What are you doing after this?idk sitting
Would it be hard seeing your best friend kiss the last person you kissed?if i saw her kiss my crush, it'd be so blah.
Have you ever received a call that made you cry?hmm.
After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or in your bedroom?bedroom
How would you react if your mom got a lip piercing?ew
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
if my CRUSH called me, id be surprized and also the happiest person in the world
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?my friend (:
Did you sleep alone last night?i always do :D
Last December, what was your love life like?HAHAA i think i liked 'g' ew
Did you reject or accept your last friend request?accept.
What's usually colder, your hands or your feet?both
Do you have reason to smile right now?no, i have a reason to frown
Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?yes
Are you afraid of death?sometimes, but if its my time to go, then its my time to go
Are you able to grab your cell phone without moving from where you are?yes
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?i COULD, but i wouldnt
What hurts right now?ugh.
Is there anything you want to experiment with?all the time
What was something mean you did today?made fun of tyler (8
Have you ever had your heart broken, if so by who?nope
What is something you worry about all the time?a lot of things.
Does it take much to get under your skin?i dont understand, HAHA probably not? idk it depends?
Who is someone you can turn to when you're down?tasha,brittany,vanessa, jennifer, any of the bffs ?
Do rainy days effect your mood in any way? i LOVE rainy days, it makes me happy (: people say it makes them glum.. glum what a funny word HAHA.

idk what im doing today . /:

Friday, November 13, 2009

here we go again.

yeah..
):

today sucked.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

wow

nothing ever happens, everythings boring. so heres a survey :D

Single, Taken, or Crushing? crushing
Are you happy with who you are? sure.
When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? ugh.
Have you ever had your heart broken? nope
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? no
Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? NO, well maybe, it depends
Have you talked about marriage with another person? uhh.
Would you consider adoption? id adopt maybe, NOT put my child up for adoption tho ;o
If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? just telling me is fine (:
Do you enjoy playing hard to get? eh.
Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? nope.
Do you believe love at first sight exists? HAHA, uh no . crush @ first sight yeah (;
Are you romantic? i could be
Do you believe that you can change someone? i think i can
If you married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? Hawaii, Cali, Disneyworld
Do you have feelings for someone right now? definitely.i wish i didnt sometimes tho /:
Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't? thats how it is right now.
Have you ever broken a heart? naah.
Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? probably not.
What would you say about your most recent ex? none.
Is there anyone who likes you? i douubt it ):
Would you rather donate to help sick kids or help abused animals? half and half
If you were to tell someone a secret, who would you tell? tasha, brittany, ashley,poonam, jennifer,vanessa, diane etc or any of my bffs
Last time you got really angry? 1st period and 6th period
Who knows you the best? TASHA, but my bffs know me pretty well just not as much as tasha.
How is your heart? frustrated, restrained, confused, beating
Let me guess, you are thinking about someone? always /:
how old are you? 14
When is your birthday? january
What color shirt are you wearing?white tanktop and red-violet cardigan.
Has anyone given you flowers in the last six months? i dont remember
Do you remember the last movie you saw in theatres and with who? i dont recall.

Monday, November 9, 2009

i will

ill convince all of you
i WILL

Sunday, November 8, 2009

talking to vanessa on the phone right now

'key club' : what turns you on the most(about a guy)?
vv bootay: definitely eyes. 'hey naiyana maybe i should say DEFINITELY YOUR LEFT EYE HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA, he'd stop texting me and think im a freak'
nappy : HAHAHHAHAHA not the right eye, but the left eye, HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
&later...
vv booty : im a lysosome HAHAHAAHAH <- in a weird voice (8
I LOVE HER HAHAHAHAHHAAHAH i miss her too );



&i really did nothing today
i had a deep deeep talk with brittany, thanks for being there and listening <3
OH & i love ashley too
thats only cause im gonna eat all her chocolate & her clay thaang.



kay, well im eating grapes and talking to vanessa on the phone. gonna go eat pho later i think , hopefully :D my favoritee!

going to do hw later



kthxbye











Saturday, November 7, 2009

yesterday/today

yesterday brittany ashley and diane came over! we did nothing. we practiced our instruments for a while & ashley played with my crane game for AGES . she was really good at it. diane left early ); and we stayed in my room for most of the time. ashley and brittany DESTROYED my room, it looked like a tornado hit it. it was so messy HAHAHHAA. we sang best i ever had, & talked and idk. it was fun tho (x they always make my day. i didnt want to talk about an intervention tho ); i avoided it. AND THEN i texted their friend tomas and told him we were getting married HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA, and then yeah, theres a little story to it. what a funny guy HA. cool huh. i dont think much else happened. we were unproductive as always :D



&today was my little sisters party-like thing. we went to eat at my dads buffet. ugh so fat.

Im so frustrated, mad, sad, self concious, irritated, tired, everything today

HAHAAHAH

&on top of it , i must say having your period sucks HAHAH gross huh?! (8



kay heres a survey, cause i felt like it;



If you could tell anyone how you feel at this moment, would you? probably not RIGHT NOW, id just want to talk to them for a while first, THENtell them

Do you find relationships pointless? no

Are you single? yeah.

What were you doing the past hour? eating :D

Do you currently have feelings for anyone? yeah, but i sometimes with i didnt for that person

What are you listening to? dont worry about it - ne-yo

What's on your mind right now? idk everything /:

What are you wearing? skinny jeans and a halter-kind-of turqoise ish-blue shirt

What's the closet thing next to you that is white? tissues

What did your last text message say? 'YEAH I TELL MY DAD WE SHOULD GET PAD THAI THERE WHENEVER WE PASS BY' -HAHAH vivian

When's the last time you've cried? i dont remember, i felt like crying today though.

What are you looking forward to this week? NOT school, idk yet it hasnt started.

Do you smoke? nope, i did hookah like a couple times, but its a rare with me.

Do you drink? sometimes, rarely too.

If you could ever hook up with someone at this moment, who would it be? HA! (; i know who.

If you found out that your friend is pregnant, you? id kill her ;o and id ask her who the father is and kill him too.

What are you doing right now? this survey, texting vivian and listening to music

Do you dance? HAHHAA, definitely. sometimes (: depends on who's dancing too.

Would you rather chug a whole bottle of vodka down or get high? gross

Who's the last person you've had a conversation with? sister

Do you believe money can buy you happiness? for a short amount of time it can.

When's the last time you've drove? never

Do you use Twitter? no

Who did you last kiss? my dad when i said bye to him at work. ive never kissed a guy, no bf! (:

Did your last kiss mean anything to you at all? yeah, hes my dad and i love him (8

How does your room look like? idk to me it looks cluttery :O

Are you a morning person or a night person ? night person

Do you like how your life is turning out right now? its eh.

Shampoo or conditioner first? doesnt shampoo always come first?!

Who was your last girlfriend/boyfriend? no one, i have a not-so-much husband as of yesterday tho HAHAHAHAH.

Your longest relationship? none

Are you a positive or a negative person? halfsies

Would you ever smile at a stranger? HA, yeah i smile A LOT

Are you a very open person? eh, depends

When's the last time you've got wasted? never (:

Do you like getting high? no

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? it probably depends on the situation

If you could go back in time, you would? probably not.

Are you close to your mom or your dad? both

Do you think your doing in school? yeah, but its hard.

Do you keep in touch with your old friends? yeah i do

Would you date someone who could never make you laugh? probably not, but it depends if he can do everything else! ;D

Are you conceited ? no, im the opposite /:

Someone yells "who the fuck are you" to you, and you say?" id say the same thing RIGHT BACK

What will you be doing in the next 5 minutes? idk go upstairs and change.

Tomorrow is? sunday

Are you happy? not really

Thursday, November 5, 2009

canoodle-ing

i heard that word on tv 5 seconds ago (8

schoool was the saaameeee. in orchestra, i kept on playing on every single rest there was /: and when we were packing up, my teacher kept saying THERES TWO NAIYANA , TWO TWO TWO TWO, like 2 rests. HAHAHA dang i suckk. & i bought a tropical smoothie at lunch, i buy the cool colors, like i got yellow last time, and pinkish-orange today (x i feel like i waste 3$ everytime i get it HAHAHHAHA but its alright :D todays my sisters birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY VITRA.

I RAN INTO THE DOOR TODAY, like it was open, and i ran into the side o_o my tooth hit it, my head, and my nose. my eyes started to tear ); im such a dummy, how did i manage to run into the door :O

tomorrow ashley and brittany are supposed to come over.
i look foward to that (:
kbye

Monday, November 2, 2009

daang

its been a week or so.
whats happened so far? well my halloween party passed. it was funn (: there was somewhat a lot of people. trick or treating sucked, but it was still fun chilling. definifely a reunion! i miss everyone. thanks for coming!

oh & this was my horoscope on 10/27/09
'For example, today you may feel doubts about your physical appearance. Are you questioning your attractiveness or your ability to make an impression on someone special?' how convienently right was that?

oh so my dream... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
'it was breads birthday or something and like everyone was there. bread, jennifer, her hasbeen, bigass, me , tie , bows and like hella other people. Me& bread were dancing ; ACTUALLY i was giving him a lap dance (weird huh) you know.. for his birthday[definitely the wrong person, but hes hot too (;] then we danced as couples, bigass&bread, jennifer&her hasbeen and me&tie (cause bread told me to dance with tie) and we were having fun and the backyard was bigg. it was cool and there was a pool too!'
'i actually gave him a lap dance'
'uh oh, just hope tie didnt see'
'yeah hopefully he didnt HAHA'
'he probably did HAHAHA'
'no no no, hopefully he wasnt watching HAHAH, well it was for breads birthday, so im sure tie would understand'
'HAHAHHA yeah right"

cool huh LMFAO shes funny. im weird.

Anyways ;
Wth in my head :
Wow, is it you? Or you? wait why are you here? why are you? Wait i know you should be here, but itd probably be better if you left? What about you? why're you here? & you too? All 4? & youre all at my school? The other 2 not so much? Wth is going on here, why is this happening? :O how confusing.

Sometimes ;
i wanna cry cause im so fat & not pretty. Im starting a whole new diet this month, & ill be doing it for months. well im definitely gonna try. HELLA. Being fat, is being ugly, well FOR ME. And that is exactly what i am. Why would anyone ever like me? HOW could anyone ever like me? Im so fat, and ugly. Im so stupid for thinking i ever have a chance with anyone. I have to do something about this, my fat & ugliness is just not gonna cut it.

Well, i should go start to do my hw now. im eh right now. kaybye