NOT ready.

im going to be a freshman @ spvhs in like 10 days? and im NOT ready. its crazy. a lot of people from my school last year are going there, but where am i without my CLOSE friends who ARENT going there. im scared to go to school HAHAHA. its like being on my own , cause i wont have my friends who have always been around for what feels like forever.

Brittany ; what am i gonna do without you next year?! how am i gonna get through. its ridiculous. i cant believe we've been friends for 9 years? & we've always been at the same school, but this year we wont be. how is this gonna work?! im absolutely worried about next year , and not having you there to go crazy with me is like idk. ugh im gonna miss you next year ):

Vanessa ; OMG, what am i going to do without my gossiping buddy & partner! haaahaha best friends forever! we got closer then close last year, and we practically know everything about each others lives. we've been through so much. what happened to ' yeahh we'll both go to spv! :D' good job for making it into LVA tho , i might just go crazy without you next year.

Diane ; youre always there to listen & help out ): ill be trippin out next year & everything. Bestfrinds since the bus rides! (; HAHAHA you smarty pants. we've had MORE then enough shared memories ! & yeah ): have fuuun @ clark with ashley & brittany ..

Ashley; omg ashley. youre such a weirdo, okay WE'RE weirdos (x how am i going to be weird without you next year! & youre not going to be there at lunch everyday! or writing those ridiculous storiesss that i loovee! hahaaahaa. we need to keep each other updated on everythingggg . We became bestfriends in like 7th gradee?! haha & its sad how we're not going to the same hs anymore.. ill miss our weirdness ): like after lunch.. pushing you over.. the hand slapping game.. and me having no coordination and just tripping

Bianka ; daang, youre the one that always cheers anyone upp (: we got super close! & we had that huge thing with my crush @ the beggining of schoool! & omg our crazy singing after school 'decode , viva la vida' & like EVERYTHING. plus our future husbands! well we're not reallly obsessed anymore but we WERE hahaha. & now we have that tradition of watching twilight movies together on that first day (: and like i dont know what happened towards the end of the year tho,but still. HAHA singing partners forever!

Jennifer ; jennifer, jennifer,jennifer. we actually really didnt talk during 8th grade year. HAHA it was just like a quick 'hello, goodbye' thing & me giving you the answers for the bonus questions in geography (x but like at summer school we got SUPER CLOSE. and now youre one of my closest friends. youre my partner in crime! bonnie & clyde & everrythaang! HAHA we have A LOT of memories from summer school & it was ONLY 6 weeks long. it was fun making new friends with you.. & making up things like hasbeeeeensss & whatshisfacess.. & not being homo, well little intended HAHA. you were there through my SADDEST time, & that happiest time & you know.. the day you thought i was gonna go unconcious cause of a certain someone (; how am i gonna make any moves next year without you by my side! HA, ill update you tho & tell you how operation 'tying my tie' is going.

Yeah, ill miss them A LOT, but what can i do. all i CAN do is keep in touch. we all can SAY that but who knows whats going to happen after school starts and we all get back to business. will we have enough time? will we WANT to keep in touch? will we even remember? who knows.

ugh.

bye.