ugh

you asked for 'helpful' hints & hows .
now you guys are together, cool huh. im not saying i did everything, im just saying i probably helped at least a LITTLE. but whats happening?
are you just going to leave your old friends behind? cause you know what, if this gets worse, we WONT be waiting, and we WONT be here for you, dont choose sides, just figure out how to balance it.

im just NOT in a good mood today, idk why. i feel so ugly and fat and omgggg. its like fml
i just dont understand the world sometimes and its NOT my period if thats what any one is thinking. im just blah. everything is eh. & nothings making my day better, it just gets worse.

HOPEFULLY tomorrow will be better, im going to go to brittany's house, and you know.. sit and read her seventeen magazine. and we'll probably go to the spvhs chamber orchestra concert [with the lawrence & fertitta ms orchestras] how exciting right? i hope to see you know who, although i dont do anything. he could definitely make my day by just smiling and saying hi. he'll give me a euphoric feeling ! 'he's a drug' 'yeah a bad one, bad naiyana' ughsjnljakgsjdklgjkag

AND i miss tasha , i havent seen her in too long. whats going on?! im sorry we havent been on the same schedule lately. im excited for cali, where we get to reunite! too bad im scared to watch stepfather, but you'll end up persuading me to go. i miss you ); my other sister.

“I don’t really know you that well, but I can tell that I’m falling for you. Just the littlest things you say makes me get butterflies everyday.”
thats so cuteeee. and its exactly true. well it WOULD be for hasbeen, and it sometimes IS for 'that other kid' wthhhh

so im on the phone with ashley and brittany again. and i guess ashley can tell im sad? im not actually sad, im whatever. like whatever whatever. i cant wait for saturday, i CAN wait for friday tho, cause there are so many tests. i miss everyone, its pretty cool how we all still talk though, even at different schoools. im the one staying in touch with the people at SW, Clark, and LVA. well i try, and its doing ohkay. i miss last year , when everyone was together, and school was easy. too bad, its life !

my phone just hung up on ashley and brittany. it sucks how the signal is gaaaay downstairs.

kaybye! hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

-naaaaapppppppyyy peeeee.